Being bipolar is not always the worst thing that can happen to you.
It can be even cooler than you think.
So there are few advantages of my disease:
For example: CREATIVITY. When I am manic, I can be as much creative that it even scares the people around. I am planning, thinking and overthinking, drawing, writing, having so many ideas on my mind. And of course I am that active in these operations that I have projects for next few years...
I also have ENERGY not only for myself but for everyone. Just come to say hi and there's some of the positive energy to take away. Everything is just piece of a cake, and everything is much smoother and just great. Like the reality would be the one who wears pink glasses finally.
In case of mania I hear inaudible and I see invisible. Therefore EMPATHY is pulsing through my mind. I understand everyone and everything. I can advise you about anything possible, even if you don't want to. Everything makes sense immediately. Even more senses and altogether it gives a huge nonsense.
Don't even think that SELF CONFIDENCE is something missing, I am as confident as four persons in total. It's useful for many situations, you know?
If you are sociophobic, just pray for mania! Cause every time I've became sociable and talkative, I bet I've had the best SENSE OF HUMOR I've ever could. Kind of "attention whore" instinct.
Being bipolar makes me be more OPEN MINDED person. I can give you everything and want nothing in return.
The only thing I hate to hear is: "Calm down!" Otherwise I can understand whatever you criticize or blame me from. But anyway you would be stoned by arguments just thanks to my super big POWER which accompanies me step by step.
I feel bad for people who never went crazy. But if there's mania, then please no consequences like depression. That's the worst and the longest nemesis for such a short mania phase. Even though I know I just do not deserve that! I just tried to MAKE WORLD A BETTER PLACE to be...
In those depressive times I feed myself by memories from mania. The times when I was the CHOSEN ONE.
Thanks to the Universe, I have to admit... This ride has worth it!!!
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