Do you ever feel like having nothing on your mind? I mean nothing, pure nothing!
No ideas, no motivation, no thoughts...... BANG! --- that's me for the moment.
My emotions are between borders, which are unable to let me have some joy, anger or even sadness. My brain is washed by medicine generally called "mood stabilisator". I was imported into the world of "normal" people. I was forced to become a sheep. Part of a herd.
I can't breathe...
I hate the person i've become. I am just an average demotivated meaningless prick who has nothing to say. My head is full of thrilling silence which is killing me.
And that's how hospitalization in a madhouse and medicine affects you.
Will the real me ever be back?
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